I come to you
without judgement or anger, without fear
firmly in my soul, sprouting
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I remember it so well now
I do not want to grieve you
tears streaming you said
and at the time I did not understand this
and played the game
nor could I grieve either
but alas, I am confronted
within the body of my truth
and know well now this grief is in pass.
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Your estrangement, your confusion, however deep it does boil
is a stew you shall strain and taste with time
I already have grieved
what you believed shan’t be grieved
the person you imagined I would be
what you wanted me to be
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it is strange, I miss her too
silly, yelling, popular in affairs
you grieve her, this is the welt
protruding your skin
and I grow more deeply connected to each whim
wise, thriving, pushing the bounds,
I have grieved the us you held so safe and sound
the journey forward, may it change ebb and flow,
is yours to make soley,
for I know myself whole
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